So, I have been very sad lately. I am sad about school. I am so glad that I am doing it. So proud of myself for doing it. But I am so unhappy with it. I have been looking into other things I want to do....but I do not know what I want to do. Shouldn't I, a college educated person, know what I want to do with my life? I know what I want...I want to make a lot of money, and be a stay at home mom, I want nice things, a nice house, and be able to pay for my children to go to college....BUT I can not do any of that without a good paying job...and by not staying home. And a higher degree is definitely needed. But what do I want to do?
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!! Obviously it is just for me to decide. But I can not do this much longer. I miss being home. I miss being with my husband. I miss being able to relax. Dave wont care either way. He knows that I am unhappy. And he knows that I will be down on myself for quitting...because I am not a quitter...
So many things to think about...that and how many other people I would be letting down...but shouldn't I just worry about myself and my husband and my unborn baby?
I really need some help....If any one has any advice? support? wisdom? I am available by email.... StephaEspo@gmail.com
Oh no! When does your semester end? Can you ride it out and finish the classes you're currently taking so you can get your money's worth for the semester?
ReplyDeleteMy classes totally suck right now too, but I have less than 8 weeks left so I'm making myself get through them.
I dunno...if it's really that bad and you won't drive yourself crazy over the lost money, then just rid yourself of the stress. But personally, if you only have a handful of weeks left, it will probably go by faster than you think and you might be glad that you get credit after already putting in a lot of work for these classes.
I am in Grad school too. It is a tough time right now... pretty much want to quit right now. (I am only my second quarter in.)Blah. I know that when I have kids I want to be a stay at home mom. However right now I am pulling in over half the money so I don't know how we would do that.
ReplyDeleteI think of school as a means to an end. I know if I quit now I would never go back.