So, I have been very sad lately. I am sad about school. I am so glad that I am doing it. So proud of myself for doing it. But I am so unhappy with it. I have been looking into other things I want to do....but I do not know what I want to do. Shouldn't I, a college educated person, know what I want to do with my life? I know what I want...I want to make a lot of money, and be a stay at home mom, I want nice things, a nice house, and be able to pay for my children to go to college....BUT I can not do any of that without a good paying job...and by not staying home. And a higher degree is definitely needed. But what do I want to do?
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!! Obviously it is just for me to decide. But I can not do this much longer. I miss being home. I miss being with my husband. I miss being able to relax. Dave wont care either way. He knows that I am unhappy. And he knows that I will be down on myself for quitting...because I am not a quitter...
So many things to think about...that and how many other people I would be letting down...but shouldn't I just worry about myself and my husband and my unborn baby?
I really need some help....If any one has any advice? support? wisdom? I am available by email.... StephaEspo@gmail.com