So it is THURSDAY which meanssss.....it is time for.....
AND thissss weeeekkkk:
- My NEW doctor classifying my two losses (resulting in a D&C and D&E) were "sporadic abortion"....LISTEN Bword....that might be the "term" that you will use...BUT don't use ABORTION in the same sentence as "oh..so this was NOT your first pregnancy, did you have any complications before and this is why you had the issues" to someone who had been trying for many years, cried many tears, and never ever wanted to "abort" any babies... (to me this hit hard, I wanted all of my babies...and she should have been a little more classy and had better bedside manners and I don't know..READ MY DAMN CHART) (I mean no offense to those who have had abortions...I was just mad at the doctor because in this situation I planned all three of these pregnancies)
- My gosh darn hand...I am finally at the end of the five stages of grief with my hand (I went through Denial...when I didn't think I needed surgery....I was angry...I still kinda am....I bargained...I basically begged the doctor to give me the green light and NOT have surgery...I even may have told him that I would love him forever..Definetly hit depression about my hand...I look and feel frumpy..I can NOT use my right hand for god sakes...anddddd now I think I am accepting it...). I am accepting that this will take 5 more weeks...that I will pay a million dollars to move my right pinky again. That I may need a second surgery to remove the scar tissue and some other medical term items from my fingers (including tendon...sheath...blahblah didn't listen)....
- BAD friggggen drivers....I know I always moan about this...but today....I went to the mall...and literally SAT for almost 25 minutes trying to get OUT of the parking lot. SERIOUSLY? And to find out...it was allll because of those mall cops waiving their littttle flashlights... AND THEN sat in traffic because someone decided that 65 was WAYYY to fast....and that 45 seemed just right!
Oh and pleasseee vote for me :)