I have been having what one would call the mid-life-what the heck do I want to do with my life crisis for the last year. And I have decided that I am going to finish my Masters Degree and become a teacher. But to get there, I am taking classes one weekend a month, Sat/Sun 8-5, taking many tests...to gain my certification, as well as make contacts inside of schools.
The way the economy is now, it is hard to come by a job. I have one that I love. How can I not love it? I get to play all day with two amazing boys. I get to give them an individualized approach to beginning reading, and math. I get to do science experiments and teach them the history of our society.
But, I am itching. I am itching to get going. It has taken me so long to get here, to know what I want to do. Law School I miss:I miss the work, I miss the dedication that I had. But if I was to become a teacher, I could do more for my family. This is debatable, I know (the money, the time, etc.). But in my eyes, becoming a teacher is the right thing for me to do. AND because it has taken me so long to get here, I feel like I am never going to actually "get there". I feel like I am never going to have my own classroom. That I never will qualify for that "right job".
Is this normal? I am 25 and I feel like I am a disappointment. I feel like I should have gotten my "sh?t" together way before now. Is it okay that I am 25 and no longer have a career? That I am starting "over"?